Wednesday, October 20, 2010

Conscious decisions



For the past couple of weeks I've been living in world where there isn't a PC in my room, my keys have lost their access, my pen has taken a drunken waltz, my faithful hackey sack has committed infidelity and my friends seem as if they are in transition.

Life doesn't seem to matter anymore because really what's the point? You live, you achieve, you fail, you love, you hate, you want to know whats going on but never really find out becuase there's nothing really going on.

So I'm on a mission, On a mission to find out what this really means and also try to make it through this horrible exam time. Its time to try and move on with a new mind set and try to forgive the mistakes made before and travel onwards into the future, where another year at Rhodes proves to be more difficult and another year trying to solve my love issues seems like a pepper (my hackey sack) on top of a black label quartz bottle.

I'm just a another stone at the bottom of the sea, waiting to be carried to shore by the currents and be picked up by a wondering mind and taken to a place where I'll be put with other stones and be just like everybody else...

Cause that's what I feel we're doing here, just trying to fit in until we are found and then when found we plunge to the inevitable place we call death.